SPITEFUL

Handed down upon me
A promise and a lie
Theres is a choice I have to make
I'm torn inside. I'm torn inside

Into a dark place, where I can hide
Alone with my guilt.
I ask my self, this question I dread
How long will it last?

Minute by minute
Breath by breath
Counting every second
Is it over? When will it be over

Like a fallen angel
Unto a spiteful God
Living in fear is punishment
Wanting to end at all

Oh..

Clench the truth between my teeth
Until my gums bleed
I Must let it out

Dig into my skin, my skin. until I find the cancer
I have no choice but to cut it all out
Look into myself, myself and I can see that I cancer
I have no choice but to change

Can I finally forgive myself
For all this hurt Ive made
Can I ever forget the past
Before Im resting in my grave